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Psst ! Hi . heh . im bored right now with nothing to do . im damn hungry liao !! urghhh . nehmind . todae, no plans . stay at home onlyy . planning to study , see how (: haha . wan go lepak, but lazyy uh... haishh . nxt week exams ! shit ! why exam exists ? haishhh . ruin my life only . heh . well , didn't post yesterday . so post now (: well, school was fun . first to period, skip ! heh. i was sleepy . tht day was damn unlucky uh . i was msging and walking pass the general office, then mr donny appeared from nowhere , right infront of my face. i shocked sia . then my phone kena confiscated ! cb ! then i no mood uhhh . walau . then after school i went to find him to get my phone back. he say, wait . wait so long also , no sight of him .walk at the canteen lah donnoe else where, just to find him. ask other teachers, they sayy , i think he went out readi. i was like WTH ?! then no phone on sat and sun . die ! haha . then out from nowhere i was sittin down, resting . he appeared right infront of me, AGAIN ! cb ! but lucky get my phone back . haha . kecohhh uhh .but at least get back . then wanted to go Mac Lab. heh(: then full . lerhh nehmind. then straight go homeeee ! then breakfast ! woahh heaven ! so full then go prayers . then cme back ard 12+ . sry . then sleep !(:

Special is you ! (':

hellowh readers ! it has been long since i blog . haha . sowieee lurhh. heh . okae now its the fucking fasting month . no eating,drinking ? shit ! nehmind . i can take, no problemmm. boutt be right now, i have lot of mix feelings in one time . don noe which one is true . im at sixes and sevens right now . i still love u, don noe bout u , but i do . by the look at it now, by you, i can't get you back. maybe cause you move on quickly . maybe im worng , i don know . i can't always think boutt this . it really get me sad )': [lepas satu, lagy satu datang] those who know, good . i didn't go with anyone else cause i still have feelings for u . don't know bout u . haiyyy . )': getting sad just by thinking bout it . your special to me . and u left me . how do u think i would feel ?. well nehmind . can't say much . did wht i had to . okae .. i hopeeeee ! i have the willpower to fast for one month . hope so . haha . u think i can ? haha . temptation to eat,drink,smoke? wakkk oi ! rabaqq . haha . okaeee .. thts all for todae . cme again tmrw readers . Chalo bete !!!!

The things i didn't expect . im damn sad this happen !

heyy guys . i didn't updare my blog coz im lazyy and busy kae. but after this happen, i got to update my blog . kae first my feelings . im sad and angry . these two feelings is now im gettin everywhere i go . school , home , everywhere . these all happen after the break-up . i could't say much because at that point im speecless . i tried no to break up but i can't . i love her so much . to be frank u were the im lookin for all this while. Sweet . Cute . Nice . Kind . Not a minah . i told my self at first to go through whatever i face with her in this rlp. but, this was like our first problem, and we broke. till todae i kept thinking wht i did wrong . im so sorry. im sad but i don wanna cry . i wannna be that strong boy that can hold my tears . Everytime when im in school i look forward to spent time with my friends and be happy . thats the only way for me to be happy . and then i saw you in school . the thoughts all came back to me . i don noe how to deal with this . i feel like shit now . every time i hear this song My L.O.V.E i will feel so down and just be thinking of you and thinking the happy momments we both spent together . im still thinking bout you and i really wanna noe what the reasons ? i can't figure it out . please don leave me this way, can ? i may look happy on the outside . no one knows how im feelings on the inside . miss ur texts . miss you. kaee thts all . remember , you will always be my SUPAFLY chick !(:

its strange y'know

sorry for not posting for the last few days..been busy with friends and work, mostly work ! tiring uh ! feel like stopping soon..i'll give a short post for the past few days and start on todae ayee ! kaee on saturdaee i went to ani's b;dae party..been a long time since i meet them, everytime at yishun only..haha..miss themm.celebrate her bdae then played soccer with themm, anwar, azman, irin, ani, hisham, alipp, zeeq..heh..play play...my team wonn.. Spaiinn !!!! haha..whoever my team confirm win, S-T-A-N-D-A-R-D ! haha..kecohh abess uh we play..funn..i scored the most..haha..then went home around 11.30 then sundae lpk with them again..best uhh..haha..go irin house watch movie till 11..smething happen ! was not proud of it for sure but nehmind..after tht play soccer haha..best pee.. my team won again ! went home 12+..woah..tired..sleep mondae go work , tired siaaa !!!! then todae i workin wit the minah ! shitty face ! haha..i came late coz woke up late, reach zoo at 9.15, suppose to start at 8.15, but heckcare uhh...then ard 2+ the minah, cb ! go bring her boyf ! nabeeii ! stap sat sat, talk to me nicely, cibai..come lah..kasi mesti kasi nye..buto !..geram sia..minah nvr do work, go bring boyf. fuck ! mothafucka ! and one more we are suppose to stand till work finishes, she sit till work finishes and talk to the boyf ! nabeeii, over sia this minah. don wan find problem cos she told me not to do nonsense.haha..kae kae..finish work..straight hme..no lpk...tired ~! and now blogging..nthin to do..hmm..missing her too..kaee tmrw off thursdaee off ! baeekkkkk !!!!!!haaha..kae bYe !~

3364742

Heyy readers ! Sorry lah nvr update my blog..busyy lah..working oi ! haha..but actually LAZY lahh..kae lett me start off on my school 10th yr annivesary..it was fun uh..not bad..i got my own booth to take off with ezaq vin zul epul and yus help along..ok uhh..then she came to school for her dance practice and the Real Thing..kae kae..i brought my coupon..nvr even play a single game, finish up on food and ya..pravin paid 2$ to DUNK me in the DUNKIN MACHINE ! haha ! fun uhh sia ! i nvr bring extra clothes summore, powerr..in the end.. me vin zul epul got dunk..all wet ~! BaekKk ! then don why tht day i very happy and helpful, like to help people...Help miss foong distribute smthin like door gifts for people who are attending the dinner at the hall..i think because she also at hall what thts y i help ..haha..i n vin her the teacher..at the same time i was seeing her dancing..haha..laugh laugh then i go back uhh..and nowadays gonna be bussy and tired..working ! and yaa wondering what the number 3364742 stands for ? haha..figure it out..love tht number vehh much..haha..till here take care ! Chalo bets !

Well been quite Busyy and tired nowadays cause of work and schooling..well this whole week im not working as im schooling..they let me take off, haha best..todae help my teacher do some stuff for the drama members, the boxes for the 10th yr anniversary and after tht Mr lee bought for uss Mac Donalds ! Powerr ..haha i eat Big Mac, fries, hot spicy chicken wings and nuggets...full siaa..go back class, relax ! stomach all full then mr lee brought some thing for us to design for our games booth on the carnival and it one on the things he broughts was a boz of alphabets then i nothing to do, put my name and her name together as shown above..haha..after tht have a class war..haha throw tables, chairs, anything we can..wah u should see the classs..it was not a class at tht timeee..haha..kk thts all..Chalo Bete !(:

Tiredd but Happy !

Hellowh ! todae, working ! was working with hasnim, the two of us, at Jurong Bird Park, woah can see different type of people uhh.haiyy txt herr while im working..then lunch, i and hasnim decided to have a 1 and a half hour lunch ! woah powerr ! then go back to workk..work for 1 hour then slack, go play gamee, haha ! The Supervisor was not there,heh ! thenplay for an hour, then go back work..finish at 4.30 then go meet pravin, zul ezaq iira and herr..happy..hah..then meet them at yishun..meet her, talk talk to her than..8pm chalo ! send her to mrt then took bus hme with zul.go civc jap asap, now home..blogging..miss her seyhh..kae , wah tiredd..tmrw i working ! at ZOO ! haha..with pravin , okae uhh.. kae kaee..busy nowadays ayee ! kae thts all ! Chalo Bete !!!!